Poo Where You Will

Good Morning,

Major slowdown today. So many weird ass dreams. I’ll tell you about one of them in a second because it was funny but just want to mention that I slowed down big time last night. 

My friend Kirsten called so we caught up quickly and made plans for a coffee meetup so we can talk more.

I was putting away clean clothes while I talked to her and after getting off the phone, I was like, “Ok, tummy is aching a bit again and I’m tired.”

I did it though, I forced myself to clean out and organize the pantry. We still have so much stuff. 

Tonight, I want to finish that, make bathbombs and do the biggest of all the projects, which is to organize my supplies and get them ALL in bins so there are no outliars.

Tomorrow night, I’m gonna make more bombs and redo my budget.

Saturday, I’m going on a trip with my sister. 

I feel like I can let go and enjoy myself if I can just get these things done.

Ok, the dream; there were many and this one sortof morphed into other dreams but Arnold Schwarzenegger was sitting on my couch (my house was a mess and looked nothing like my apartment). I noticed a big turd right behind his head. 

It was a cat turd. It was huge. He leaned back and it got in his hair and I was mortified. I ran in the kitchen and ran a washcloth under hot water. He had tried to clean it up himself but there was still poop in his hair and on his fingers and I diligently attempted to clean it all off him.

There was more to the dream but just that small part was so funny.

Sorry Arnold. I guess in my dreams, my cats are allowed to poo where they will.

So I slept in this morning. In spite of all I hope to conquer tonight, I also hope to be in bed by 9.

Emotionally, I’m all over the place today. It’s not as bad as it’s been but definitely emotional today.

And not wanting to be here at work. After about an hour’s worth of “stuff”, I will have nothing to do.

I just spoke to my daughter and I feel really good about the conversation. We are both gonna be making some big changes and change can be scary, but we know we can do it. And we agreed to talk about budget and not just making a budget but actually living on a budget.

I have about four hours and 40 minutes more of work and I’m just gonna do whatever I have to do to get through that and go home and I am gonna knock it out of the park and I’m not just saying that.

Tomorrow when I blog, I hope to blog very good things.

And so on that note, I bid you Good day.

Be blessed.

Love & Light,

Neecie