I hope you are all well.
I’m having a time of it this morning. I slept well. But I just felt and still feel…sad. I’m off my meds and the morning years are back. I just let it happen. It doesn’t hurt anything.
It’s alright to cry… it might make you…feel better.
IYKYK, lol.
I wanted to call in today. There is very little to do here and there is very MUCH to do at home.
But there’s money in the line, you see?
Always, there is money on the line.
Hmph.
It took forever to get to work. As hearty as Minnesotans claim to be, they lose they damn minds when it comes to driving in rain or snow. It’s raining today, let’s hope it doesn’t snow until after I get laid off. Then bring it.
Well last night, I cleaned the kitchen.
Woohoo. Go me.
I need time, I need more time.
A month and a half.
Thanksgiving is on the 27th so I should be done working on the 26th. Today is the 14th of October.
So 44 days man.
44 days.
Get me the fuck out of here.
My gut tells me that much of what I’m going through is somehow connected to working in this trailer that I don’t think has ever been cleaned. And it’s a good 15 to 20 years old.
Just get me out of here.
I want my Mom.
Isn’t this just a happy post?
I did do my affirmations in the car here and I did say my morning greetings (prayers).
I mostly just loved on the cats this morning. I could’ve done other things but I needed their softness and purrs. And they were happy for the attention.
So there are some good things.
I’m sorry.
This blog is supposed to be about making it through, success and the journey.
I’m feeling a bit defeated by the journey right now is all.
I did all my self care stuff last night and this morning and I’m about to do my lymphatic drainage massage. I do it here because it’s something to do.
It’ll all be ok.
Someone I love is flying in from the East coast on Saturday. Please say a blessing for her flight.
Things are scary right now. But they will be ok.
Thanks you guys!
Be Blessed.
Love & Light,
Neecie
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