Dark Clouds

 Good Morning!

What a weekend.

It was good. 

I don’t know that I got anything of worth done but it was good. Saturday night ended up being really fun. My daughter’s bff came over and brought her son. He is just so darling.

Lots of high energy and so funny. 

I was so tired yesterday though. Most of the day was spent in bed. 

When will I ever learn to be prepared for the physical and mental exhaustion that comes with stepping outside my comfort zone. 

It’s good to step outside of that, it really is. I had so much fun. My sister came over and she got to meet the little guy too. It’s special for both of us because we’ve known his mom since she was 8 years old.

But there seems to be a dark cloud hanging over me. A lot of it has to do with physical things; this lack of any kind of meaningful energy, motivation or vision. This nauseasousness in the mornings, the IBS getting out of control again. It’s really something.

I’ll tell ya something else as well. I’m over this job. I really like these people and I’m not going to write out specifics. I gave this one the good go. But aside from anything internal here, it’s the drive, it’s the cost of insurance. $1000.00 per month. Yes, you read that right.

It’s not their fault. They are a very small company and insurance companies are not kind to these kinds of businesses.

They make it near impossible.

So.

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I hope you all have a great Monday.

Be Blessed.

Love & Light,

Neecie