Well today is not so bad. I woke up and I was sortof in between as far as feeling rested and the same with my emotional/mental state but it's been a productive morning already.
These are all good things.
I have a list for the day! What? Really?
LOL.
I do not have time frames for all of this though. It's just gonna be a day. I'll get outside only minimally because we are under a heat advisory. The heat, especially heat like this, still has the power to deflate me but I do need to take the garbage out, clean out my car, take my daughter to work and to pick up the groceries I'll be ordering soon.
I've been listening to music all morning. Currently, Duran Duran is playing...Ordinary World. I try not to get lost in the nostalgia music can bring on. And I just realized the lyrics are me.
I'm kindof blown away.
My brother posted a picture of mom today and she had her red blanket on her. Red. Mom. A message.
Cried for a minute and just let all her love in.
And now we carry on...in this ordinary world.
But with a bit more gratitude, happy tears and knowledge that I am on the right path, no matter how mundane it may seem.
Magic comes when it wants to and sometimes, you have to really look for it to see it for what it is.
Alright, well writing this blog for me, is sometimes a break from any building anxiety about my day or just gives me comfort in it's regularity - one of my rituals.
Life is beautiful, I am happy that I'm aligned with that today. And today, I will look for the beauty instead of the blemishes.
And if I end up seeing blemishes anyway, I will see the beauty in them too.
Be Blessed My Beautiful People.
Be Blessed and have a beautiful day.
Love & Light,
Neecie
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