A Bit Frantic

Hi Everyone,

Well...my best efforts. I did walk the hallway this morning, meditated, did my breath exercise, I'm about to make my lunch. 

Where the hell does the time go?

I stuck to the 10 cig thing. 

It wasn't hard yesterday. I was lazy but I had given myself permission to be so.

I still didn't put the paperwork away, ha!

Too lazy but I did grocery shop and make dinner. And there are dishes and I want them done by the time I leave this morning.

I realize I'm being a bit frantic here but I can't have the mess again, I just can't.

I liked having yesterday to just sortof fuck off and do nothing if you will.

It felt amazing.

I went for little walks up and down the hallway and I got everything in that I usually do but I binge watched a show on Netflix.

Even with that, I managed to get in 6K+ steps. I think I want to keep this going. Sundays, if I fight for it during the week, if I push through, can be my down day.

This weekend, we begin the process of going through all my supply bins and organizing them by product.

Ya flippin' hoo but it's got to be done, so yeah, that's my Saturday.

But what-ev's.

I'll feel like I'm making progress in at least one part of my life.

And emotionally? A bit of anxiety still but I seem to be able to push through that.

I just keep going.

It's all you can do and I have to believe it means something.

I sure hope it does.

Alright, I will be back tomorrow.

I hope your Monday is fantastic.

Be Blessed.

Love & Light,

Neecie