Smell the Smoke

Good Morning,

Geez, so early but still not enough time.

I don't even know how much sleep I got, does it even matter anymore? Cuz it pretty much always sucks. I feel OK.

I guess that's what matters. So I was OK yesterday too and I was able to get some stuff done. My daughter felt much better by the end of the night and so she was able to eat and hopefully will be able to go in to work today.

I am able to go in to work today. No fun, no fun. It's fucking raining again. Nooooooo.

I mean, it's cooler, way cooler, than it was yesterday so there's that but I need a good week of sunshine to recover from whatever this bizarre episode of the blues is.

I think it's seasonal fucking affective disorder but it's affecting me now because we've had more days of rain and gloom than sun.

Whatever. I got up this morning, I went for a walk, I meditated, I'm uploading a video as we speak and I uploaded one yesterday:

More subscribers yesterday and that made me cry too. Everything makes me cry. 

Thank you.

So can you all smell the smoke from the Canadian fires? It's bad. I slept with a fan in the window to cool things down and yeah, it was nice temperature wise but I woke up practically choking from the smoke and smell of it.

Awful.

I guess maybe they're not getting the rain we are? These fires though, the last couple years.

No bueno.

I have nothing profound or positive to say. I have nothing negative to say. In spite of feeling better, I also feel tired and crabby now that I've been sitting here for a minute.

I'm going to go make my food for the day and get going...

I hope you all have an amazing day.

Be Blessed.

Love & Light,

Neecie