Out of Doubt

 

Hi Everyone,

Well. What a day yesterday it was. 

My body literally experienced a physical relief that I've never...well, I've just never had that experience before.

I got the job.

The one where I thought they were ghosting me. I'm just...so shocked. Still. But happy. Really happy. 

Pumpkin rarely jumps up on my lap for cuddles, she's the type that will lay next to you for awhile but I swear she felt my relief. She plopped right down on my tummy on the couch and we took a nap together. 

I was literally about to go in for a temp job interview when I got the call.

I'm so happy. I really thought they were ghosting me, I really did and it was my sister who had this really strong feeling that I was gonna get it, that they were just super busy, which is the case.

All of my intuition had gone out the window this time, I had nada.

But sister knew.

I am overwhelmed by this right now...happy but overwhelmed so I actually don't have too much to write. 

However, I will write more tomorrow as I get my head around this and budgeting and goals, etc.

I will say this and I'm gonna stand by it for the rest of my life: Mom coming to see me in my dreams last December was everything and literally everything that has happened since fits into her message that I was going to be OK. I started to doubt at the end; so much so that Dad had to make a visit to reassure me and still...I eventually sunk into doubt. It's hard not to.

But from here on out, we are going to be OK.

I know that now.

Here's today's video. I took down the two most recents. I will still be me but I gotta keep things sortof on the lo lo.

I hope you have an amazing day.

Be Blessed.

Love & Light,

Neecie