Upward Trend

Hello Loves,

I have accomplished absolutely nothing today. I’m half fine with it though. 

I slept for…9 hrs? 10? All that fresh air yesterday and actually being somewhat social. The cure for insomnia? Maybe not a permanent cure but one that made a difference yesterday.

We are out of food. My daughter had enough to get some taquitos from Target yesterday. I had some today but yeah…no food until I get paid Friday,

Whatever.

I have milk and protein powder so…that shall suffice until Friday.

Gas is another conundrum but again…it’ll work out. 

One must see it in their mind in order to believe it.

I have just had a time of this past few months; such a deep depression. The cloud’s lifting. Lisa has really been a part of the lift; really being there with a nonjudgmental ear, holding space for me and I think Erin came back into my life at precisely the time she was supposed to and hopefully for her too. She’s checked in a few times.

Her way of telling me the things going on in her life just cracks me up and having some laughter back is so good. They’ve really been here for me. 

And I think the meds are finally kicking in. Because that deep, permeating darkness is lifting.

It’s not a major change but it’s started.

So all I can really say is I’m grateful I don’t feel like I did a month ago and maybe in another month, I’ll be able to say that about today and we’ll just hope it’s an upward trend.

That’s what I’ve got for you today.

Thank you!!

Have a good afternoon.

Be Blessed.

Love & Light,

Neecie