Hardcore

Hi Everyone!

Went to bed early again.

What do you do? I know I need to stay up but it’s hard.

Yesterday the anxiety was horrible.

Today it’s a little better.

I’m supposed to sign our new lease. I don’t know what to do.

I’m not sure how much it increased to. I’ll have to call about that today.

Because I stopped making all my payments, my credit plunged and we won’t get in anywhere else. 

I don’t know what to do.

As far as the bank, my old account should be closed today.

Thank God. I’m going to need to get help with food and gas because my entire paycheck on Friday has to go to rent.

We still won’t be there but it’ll be a lot closer. 

I just can’t.

I have no choice though so I guess I can.

Here we go.

I really fucked up at work though yesterday. So many mistakes. It’s hard because my anxiety was at 100+.

I just say I’m sorry and nod.

She’s being nice about it.

At least I have a decent boss. She’s hardcore though.

But not without reason.

So there’s that.

Well I better get moving. I don’t want to but I have to.

Alright, well I hope you have a good day.

Be Blessed.

Love & Light,

Neecie