Ah, well, not enough sleep again. I'm on a roll here. Woke up and cried. But I think part of it is the full moon thing, this is how I roll. I don't fight it, let it get out I figure.
Lots on my mind, things about my brothers, the two I don't speak to. Weird dreams about them. I'll do a video on that whole situation soon.
Nothing bashing, just you know, I talk about what I'm thinking about, what I'm going through and experiencing and how I navigate it and it turns out I have thoughts about all that.
I had a good mother's day. I was pretty wiped out from Saturday night. This ol' gal isn't used to being up so late, getting all that fresh air and dancing and laughing and having a good time in general.
It was a good thing, it just wiped me arse out.
But my mom called me in the early AM, so we talked, then when my youngest got up and got ready for work, she asked me to stop at Starbee's so she could get me a coffee.
I was happy to oblige her.
Then my middle, my Rhi, and her hubby came over with lunch and a gift. It was her birthday. Sweet, sweet girl. I had given her her gifts the night before, at her party. But the real gift is that they came over and spent some time.
I love my family.
It was a good weekend for me.
I did not see my son but I respect where he's at. We're good, that's what counts. I love that boy so much it takes my breath away.
He texted me and that was a gift too.
My kids...man, those of you who have littles right now, suck that shit up and bask in it, because there will come a day when everyone is working, setting up their adult lives and you will miss them terribly. You will yearn for the days that seemed so exhausting and tiring.
You will yearn for them.
I was stuck last week, I gave myself last week to acclimate to working but I gained God knows how much weight and it just...wasn't good so I'm trying and I'm not hitting my morning goals but at least, I got up, I meditated, I've drank 2 cups of water so far and am now having my coffee. I'm going to shower and get dressed and I mean, we'll go from there.
I get so hungry at work and I didn't prepare anything to eat. That's probably one of the biggest things I have to work on, is making time for that.
We shall just see how this day goes.
I'm hoping for some movement tonight and it doesn't have to be anything major, just movement, no crashing out.
If I go to bed early, that's OK, but no crashing out right when I get home.
No, no, no.
I found something I want to do next weekend. I have to see if anyone wants to do it with me.
I'll write about it if I go. It's only ten bucks so you know, that's not bad.
Anyways, I'm gonna go, I'm gonna have a good, productive day.
That is the plan for now. I will adjust accordingly.
I hope you all have a great day.
Be Blessed.
Love & Light,
Neecie
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