Sweater Weather

 

Good Morning!

It really got chilly outside in Minnesota last night. Sweater weather for sure...or hoodie.

Whichever works.

It's been a pooping morning. Hopefully, this will be the last one. I'm getting myself back on track. I have gained so much weight, I feel so uncomfortable in my skin and I am now dealing with lymphedema because my job is so incredibly sedentary and so my calves, ankles and feets are swollen. I have no worries that I can get that under control but it's going to take...yup, motherfuckin' consistency. 

I hate that word but in everything I want to accomplish in my life, that word is paramount.

And I have a list for today but the day is getting away and I start to feel stressed but I'm gonna do my best. I really am.

My daughter has been sick. Slight fever, horrible sore throat, cough and upset tum. I am praying I do not get this. It's one of the reasons I'm trying to hit this weekend so hard, if I get sick, I have to go to work, there is no stay home, there is only go to work...so if everything else is done, then I just have to get through each day and make it home. And I can work on self-care once I get home but...fingers crossed that is not the case, no sickness for me.

I did get paid yesterday, my check just didn't show in my account until 6AM. So we're all good and all set there and most of that check is spoken for but damn...it felt great to make those payments and not have to worry and stress about them.

I will have to use credit cards for groceries this week and I actually, desperately need an oil change but I'm putting that off until next weekend.

I need new tires too and I'm debating on that one, I can get them fairly cheap at Discount Tire. 

And then there's my love, my darling Grey. She has seemed better these last few days but I do think it's would behoove me to get some bloodwork done and see if there's something we can do for her to really boost her quality of remaining life, I mean it's pretty good already I think. I've just noticed her slowing down, losing weight in spite of eating a healthy amount and little stumbles here and there and lots of meowing. She's a vocal girl but not overly so and now everytime I walk into the same room she's in, she meows and meows, she wants a lot of reassurance.

I just think it would be wise to make sure there's nothing going on, that I could fix for her.

Those are the only pressing things that I feel like I really need to address.

My car needs to last for another two years. 

Just two years.

Alright, well, I mean the weekend will be what I make it, but I know that I do not have another weekend of getting basically nothing done in me. I just don't.

I repeat myself when I say I like this job but I also repeat myself when I say that it's OK to admit that I would rather work for me. But I have not been consistent, I have not done what needs to be done...I have lollygagged.

Ballers are consistent.

So.

I start with today and we shall see where I go, where I end up, and what comes to be.

Love you all madly.

Be Blessed.

Love & Light,

Neecie