Usually, I would be on my way to work but we got some interesting snow. My boss texted me this morning saying she wasn't coming in, that the roads are to bad. I told her I was planning on going in after morning traffic and she flat out said the roads are too bad.
So I asked if I could work from home. We'll see what she says. Either way, I'm making money today. I have an interview at 8:30 for another contract job. The pay is shit but better than not working at all.
I do know I have to step up my game. I know you know that too because it's sortof the theme for my posts, wouldn't you say?
Let me tell you this though. I got on the scale. I had a plan for myself but my back and this cold kept me from achieving daily goals so I'm starting over today.
Anyways, the scale was my motherfucking friend.
Like...majorly my friend.
My boss just texted and told me I can work from home. I think I love her more than I love anyone else in the world right now.
What a relief.
Now, I feel like I can get on top of shit. I'm so grateful.
So it can just snow, and snow and snow.
Ok, so first; my cold. Not sneezing as much, cold has not gone to deep into my chest. I'm coughing but not horribly so. My ears hurt a tiny, wee little bit but that is manageable. My oxygen saturation is good. I'm OCD about checking that fucker.
Next, my back. Same as my ears, hurts a little but barely there.
I am not good with discomfort and pain. People laugh all the time at men and how they become whimpering babies when sick but then their female gets sick and it's, "Aw com'on, suck it up, buttercup." Well...I do know men who do not do that, lol. And me? I do that. I whine. I complain. I lay on the couch and moan, "I want my mom."
I still feel the cold in my head and so have that weird detached, out of it feeling I wrote about yesterday. It's kinda like being stoned.
But ladies and gentlemen, I got almost 8 hours of sleep last night. I feel asleep while my daughter was still at work and she came home, I didn't hear her but she woke me up out of a dead sleep at about 10:30 because she was looking outside and she saw a kitten run alongside the garages and into the park behind us.
She wanted to go find it.
We didn't.
It was white out snowing and blowing and freezing and I don't know that we would've found it. I looked this morning and didn't see a kitten anywhere. I might walk over to the trees in the park to see if it tried to take cover there.
I felt terrible but you couldn't see shit out there.
And you all know if I would've found it, I would've kept it.
I am officially a cat lady.
While I do foresee a dog in my future, I will always be a cat lady, there will always be cats around.
So let me make this one commitment; I will get my resume done today. That's it, that one thing is all I require of myself today. Well, that and this interview.
I think I'm going to stop there for now. I feel good today and I know that I may struggle later, or tomorrow or the next day but I'm gonna keep it at this for now and roll with the fact that I feel rested, engaged and hopeful.
It's been a fight lately. It's been a real fight.
But today, it would seem that I'm top of things so just gonna stay there.
I hope you have a great day. If you're in the Twin Cities and you have to drive...be safe. Be very safe.
Be Blessed.
Love & Light,
Neecie
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