Heart Shaped Bathbombs

 

Hey Guys,

Good Morning,

Ah, so much for blogging at night. I just can't seem to break this one. I'll be ready to go though...on time. 

The interview yesterday went very well but you just never know. 

I need to apply for a bunch of jobs to offset my nervousness regarding said interview.

I would be starting end of February.

And I have some guilt around that because of the contract position but this is benefits, this is a steady income, etc. I am grateful for this experience but I will tell you what. I stand by what I wrote earlier and that is that I know I can get the things she wants done, done. Prior to when she wanted them.

She is out of the office today and she gave me a project to work on. I hope to have it done by day's end. Simple thing but huge; copying and pasting info from one to spreadsheet to the next and it has to be done with great attention to detail.

The two are different so I can't c&p all of it at once.

But I'm glad to have something to do because it keeps me busy.

It feels good going in knowing exactly what my day will look like.

She gave me until Monday so if I don't finish today, I'll be able to finish Monday during the day.

But the goal is to finish today.

Anyways, anyways, I don't know...having the sun shine through a couple days in a row must've been good for me. I had energy last night. I got the rest of the apartment cleaned, as did my daughter, she's been rocking it out so I'm proud of her.

Now. This coming week? This is where I want to dance with balance again, even though I know that balance is tricksy and perhaps not even real.

Getting the apartment done is huge but next week, while not cleaning, I'll have pick up to do everyday and of course, trying to stay on top of the kitchen which like I've said has a tendency to blow up.

I want to start working on me too. Diet, exercise...what I'm going to be doing for fun and for Willow's Whimsy.

Oh, I will be making heart shaped bathbombs. They will be in sets of two and will be available Monday. I'm not making too many of them, just trying to perfect my recipe and to play with color a bit.

But might as well try and make some $$ while I'm at it.

Since we are going to move this September, I need to factor in going through everything in storage and repacking it, I need to go through and organize my supplies because that never did get done.

Bla.

Stop.

Today I feel well rested. Today I'm happy about going into work with something to do, to be able to be productive.

Today, I am happy at all I got done last night. Today I will plan my weekend. Today, I will do the best I can do and tomorrow will strive to do even better.

Today, I'm OK. I have had to unfollow several friends on FB, people I love, people whose views and values are the same as mine. Too many people stirring up fear.

Not going to partake.

Especially when the fear-sewers don't fact check first. 

I go down to many rabbit holes each day as it is.

But I do think it's making me feel better.

I'm doing good with my money but I need to print my budget out and make a template calendar just outlining what days what bills are due. I like to pay my bills at least two business days before the due date just to make sure everything goes through.

Other than rent, I have nothing to pay this week. But I do have some things next week...budget. I need it in black and white right in front of my face.

Oh shit.

I just looked at the time.

Gotta go.

Be Blessed.

It's Friday!!

Love & Light,

Neecie