A Lot of I Don’t Know

 Hi Everyone,

Ugh, I’m doing this on my phone. I’m at work but I’ve learned my lesson from the past. No personal online shit at work.

You guys. I do like this job. I’m still not 100% sure of what I’m supposed to be doing. But I did a lot of what I don’t know what I’m supposed to be doing yesterday. I mean that in a positive way. Like I did a lot. 

For what they are paying me, I just want to make sure I’m making myself valuable.

I want to come out of this with a killer letter of reference.

I am struggling with the usual, namely staying on task but much of that has to do with this cold I’ve been dealing with. It’s a doozy.

I’ve been too tired to make the tea. So I’ve just been mainly resting when I get home. There has been little to no sleep the last two nights and I don’t need my Fitbit to tell me that.

Lots of dreams about Trump. 

Gross.

I got up last minute this morning which I hate doing. It means no meditation, no feeding the cats. They did have dry food so I didn’t feel too bad about that. 

I was too sick to make prepare food for the day so I’ll eat when I get home.

My daughter was able to find a ride home Monday night but not last night so I had to go get her. I wanted to cry but I didn’t. 

There is a lot that needs to happen in the next two days. Bill paying, all of that.

I do want to clean up the apartment. 

And I need to be doing job search.

As per the norm, I’ve got way too much going around in my head so on my lunch, I will meditate and make a list for tonight. 

And on that note, ima go.

Have a great day. 

Be blessed.

Love &Light,

Neecie