Hopefukky

 

Hi Everyone,

Hope this finds you well. 

I actually got some stuff done yesterday...you know, after I blogged.

I had two good conversations yesterday, both friends who called to check on me. My bestie cracked me up. Cracking up right now is a good thing. It's very hard to laugh when things feel heavy and so serious. Note to self: It's OK to laugh. There's this guy on FB. Maybe it's actually tik tok, I have no idea how all this shit works. But he's fucking hilarious. When I need to lighten up, I watch him because...it's just so funny.

But yeah, I kept moving. That's not been so easy for me lately. Not so easy at all.

My brother left a few messages for me too. One to find out what was going on and one to offer support. He's the best.

Even my sister, who was traveling yesterday, sent me a sweet message.

It is good to be loved. And I thank you, all of you.

Today it's on and I mean...it has to be. 

I don't want to jinx myself, so I'll write about it all tomorrow morning. But yeah, it's on today.

I wish I had words of encouragement and enlightenment but today I just know that I have to reach deep. Tomorrow I have to reach deep. Sunday, I can fall apart, at least slightly.

I mean, if I need to.

I am going to take breaks today to do things that interest me. 

So, hopefully...if the plan goes the way I'd like it to, I'll have accomplishments to share with you.

Hopefully. Ha, when I went to write hopefully, I hit the wrong keys and wrote hopefukky. Let's hope that's not an omen of things to come.

Have a blessed day.

Love & Light,

Neecie