Blurry Around the Edges

 

Good Morning,

Things have been status quo, blurry around the edges and partly good for me of late.

I'm sorry I haven't written, there's really no excuse. I've had the time to do so.

But I've also let myself sortof get caught up in the aftermath of the election. 

I can't do that. 

I can't give into anger, fear, hate, blame.

Acceptance is a bitch but it will set you free. Just like the truth. The problem with truth at it's base nature, is that one person's truth, is not another's. You can't convince anyone of anything.

And so...acceptance. I don't know why the truth of some is different from mine. I have no idea what's in their hearts or what motivates them. I don't know why some people are deeply religious and others struggle (or not) to believe anything.

I mean, it is what it is.

Anger especially, for me, is a recipe for disaster if I stay in it for too long.

Therefore, I plan only to post this blog on my Willow's Whimsy page and a picture of the beautiful basket I've made for the auction I was asked to donate to.

I think that starting out, you know, it's a good thing to do so from the aspect of giving.

I have difficulty keeping commitments so I'm very cautious about them now. And I struggled with this one, not because I don't want to do it but because I'm lazy.

Lazy for me is such a piece of the whole self sabotage thing. 

It's very easy to say yes to someone, I like saying yes, it makes me feel good about myself but that follow through; you have to push. Because then, not only do you feel good about saying yes, but you feel good about actually doing what you said you would.

Today, yes, there is a list. Tonight, I will blog again because my intention is to start blogging in the evenings but tonight is when I'll share how the list went, what I accomplished.

It's my intention to fill my days with many things as opposed to only working on one thing. If I do that, I'll go nuts, I'll crash and I won't do shit.

But I will share my day with you at that time. 

Intentions are great but with no followup, man...they suck.

I'm done beating myself up. I'm one person.

I'm OK.

So, on with my day. I hope yours is productive. Put some effort into something for self-care, even if it's just taking 10 deep breaths. 

It all counts, it all matters.

I'm in.

I align myself with the flow. It's easy, once you quiet yourself enough, to know when you are no longer aligned.

Have a beautiful day.

Be Blessed.

Love & Light,

Neecie