Huge Differences

 

Good Morning,

What a weird day. I slept ok. And I woke up different. Not fully energized, not overly happy, definitely not content but also not agitated.

Just Denise.

But that's good.

There's a tiny bit of relief here but...we can't relax fully, we have to still be vigilant, we have to remember why things went down the way they have in the first place. And who set it in motion.

Small man is gone, or so I thought, but I need to find out more because it seems to me that people descended upon a hotel they thought he was at and I thought he was gone already.

I have no idea. Everything changes so quickly and the news just spits out situation after situation and it can be so hard to keep up with it all.

Anyways, the sun is shining. We've had a lot more sunshine in the past few days than we had had before. It does make a difference, it makes a huge difference.

I need to get some interviewing clothes. I found a pair of dress pants I'd like but they were WAY too much $$.

And being I have no idea how we're gonna pay the rent in 8 days, I probably shouldn't get those pants. I have no problem going to a second hand store but that can be torture given my body shape. I'm short. Even plump, I need petites but that can be problematic too.

I'll figure it out. It could be I have to get pants new but could find a nice top piece at a second hand place.

I'd order on Shein but it won't get here in time.

I have a love, hate relationship with Shein.

Microplastics.

You can't avoid them completely but things that are 100% cotton or have a higher ration of cotton to polyesters, etc., are SO much more expensive.

And a friend of mine's daughter, who is an environmental engineer explained something to me about clothing made with bamboo (which is very expensive too but so good for the environment); because bamboo is not indigenous to the states, the cost of shipping these items and the environmental toll that shipping takes, renders it a moot issue.

What a world we live in.

Basically, we all need to be walking around naked and only eating food that is produced nearby to live a truly healthy for the environment life. It also means going 100% off the farking grid.

And while that has a certain kind of romantic appeal, I would lost my shit within a week.

All that to say I need a pair of pants. I need to try on my damn spanks too because things are a jiggle.

Why am I hearing the pokemon song, "Jiggily Puff" going through my head now.

Ok, this is going nowhere fast.

It's a new day.

The sun is out for now.

The possibilities are endless even if more of the same seems likely.

So there you go.

I hope you all have a good day.

Be Blessed. Be careful.

Go in Safety, Love & Light,

Neecie