The Badger

 

Hi Everyone,

I'm really just blogging for the hell of it today. Usually when I say I don't have that much to write about, it ends up being a long post.

We'll see what unfolds.

So yesterday, I only applied for one job. That fucker took two hours. Part of it was that I had updated my resume the day before yesterday but I realized that I only updated it on Indeed, not the actual resume. I did this thing where you can get your resume evaluated and no surprise but it mentioned gaps in employment as being a bad thing in my resume. So. It said to create a entry, just like prior experience and use it to explain the gaps, so I did two of those.

I don't know if it'll help or not. Anyways, yeah, it took forever. I've bitched about applications before, but seriously, let people just submit their resume first, and if you are interested in them, then have them fill out an app. 

It would save job seekers so much time.

I did get an email saying the app was received but the job is open until Jan. 12 so I don't expect to hear this week, or even next.

I'm trying to do a balance of high paying jobs like the one I applied for yesterday, along with ones that are hiring now. That way, if I get into a job, and then I hate it, and the Gods favor me with a positive response from one of the high paying, really good jobs, then I can follow through with interviewing and that whole process.

Today, I am going to try and apply only for the "now" jobs. I don't have hours to fill this shit out. If there is a really good one, then I'll suck it up and do it but for now, I'm just trying to get a fucking job.

I didn't sleep well last night. I'm not surprised for a couple reasons; one is that it's the solstice at 3:21AM tonight.

I forgot. I always sleep like shit regardless of anything else on the pagan holidays and on the full moon.

The sun is shining today though and that makes a huge difference.

Life just feels a little "lighter" no pun intended.

Anyways, per the norm, there is much to do.

I had another dream. This shit is nuts. I won't bore you with the details but this one I had to look up because I had no clue and basically, almost all of the symbolism pointed to messages or gossip, either for or about me, and that I should not share everything about myself openly. So I will heed that message for now. There was a badger at the end who was attacking a parrot and the badger signifies persistence and victory.

Ok, keep my mouth shut and I shall overcome.

Got it.

Just to let you know that one of my recent victories has been the one cup of coffee thing. It's fucking hard but I've been sticking to it all week. Today is day 4 I think. 4 for sure but maybe 5. I haven't gone to Starbee's once.

Anyways, celebrate the victories where they are.

Yay!

Alright, well, have a great day. 

Be Blessed.

Love & Light,

Neecie