Y'girl is so damn tired. Like, bone tired, like soul tired. Tired to the core of my existence and all that is. I went hard yesterday and I went hard today. Way over my step count both days, roller skated yesterday and roller skated today. I finally took the class and I loved it. It was a muthafucker though. I sweat more in that class than I do when I do strength training at the gym. But it was fun. It really was. And I already learned some things. This girl that was at the same level as me is so daring and I thought she was younger than me but she was talking about roller skating in the 80s so I was kind of surprised. But yeah, she totally went for everything the instructor walked us through while I was much more cautious and reserved. So fun. And I needed fun today because work took it out of me.
Some days at work are just...take it out of me days and this was one of them. I mean, not because of anything in particular but after lunch, I just hit the decline button and I went down fast. I didn't even hit the button, it triggered it's own damn self. I'm kind of proud of myself, and somewhat surprised, that I was able to rally and push myself to go to the class. And even more shocking, I took a shower when I got home and am in the process of doing my skincare. Two more steps to go and then I can go to bed.
No way around this, tomorrow is going to suck. It's going to suck for a good reason though. Tomorrow is the night I go pick up little kitty and bring her out to my friend Gail. The hardest part for me, is that she lives by the airport. It's a drive but...it's for a good cause. I'm also praying I can rally myself to make it to the gym tomorrow morning as that's what's in the plan Stan for my damn day man.
Being busy is good, but I haven't learned to be present in it yet. I go from one thing to another telling myself, "It'll all pay off in the end, it'll all pay off in the end."
We shall see young grasshoppah, we shall see.
Ok, I better go. Sleep is already whispering sweet nothings in my ear. I highly doubt I'll write tomorrow but I shall try.
Be Blessed, Dear Boogahs...Be Blessed.
Love & Light,
Neecie
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