Marathons

Oh my God, I'm so tired. 

I won't write much.

I got up early and hit it with the cleaning and putting away some and I cleaned and scrubbed the litter boxes. 

And then I burnt out and feel asleep on the couch.

I realized something. I was depressed over at my roommate's. I was really, really depressed. Not because of him, just because of the whole situation. I think it was getting worse and worse for a really long time. It takes me twice as long to do things I used to. I lose focus so easily. I tired so easily.

Depression.

Big time.

Not crying depression. Physical depression. Mental depression. It affects each of us differently. And now I'm going to have to push myself through until that becomes the norm.

I mean, let's be honest. I've never been the most motivated girl. It's not like I used to run marathons and now I can barely walk two feet. But I became aware of it today. This low to no energy.

I got nothin'. I'm running on almost empty.

Now what to do about it.

Alright, gotta go.

I'll be back tomorrow.

Love & Light,

Neecie