NOT a Life Ending Problem

Hello and Happy Sunday,

I just got back from dropping off my daughter at work and chatting briefly with my son. The sun is shining folks and around 1:30 or so, I'm going to go park at my gym, go for a 20 minute walk and sit in the massage chair, then meeting another friend.

I went rollerskating this morning. I met this nice gal who is a year younger than me and we skated together. She may or may not come to the lessons tomorrow night but regardless, I committed to being there to her so I have to go. It's a good thing, I need to push myself further but I can't seem to get past the fear of it.

Things have been going well but my brakes are grinding and it's going to cost so much $$ to fix them. I am going to watch some youtube videos and see if it's something I could do on my own. But I'm not doing it until Tuesday because I don't want anyone looming over me and watching, especially the first time I do it.

In the past, I would've literally sank into a well of depression and self-pity over this but it is what it is. You gonna have a car, eventually, you gonna have problems.

Yeah, for sure, it's annoying but it's not a life ending problem. 

I'm getting antsy. Not in a bad way, but this feeling that I want to be out enjoying life fully. I want to be living the dream, not anyone else's dream but my own, ya know?

I saw my friend Erin yesterday. We went to a delicatessen I'd never been to before and I had my very first reuben. It was everything I dreamed it would be. Erin and I had great conversation as we always do. It was just really nice to be face to face for it. She's been super busy at work so it's been hard to lock down some time. 

I got invited to a movie today but I just have to much to do. Sundays are generally my day off to do the fun stuff but since I'm feeling motivated, I just want to go with that and get a ton done or as much as I can while said motivation lasts.

I hope you are all well and that you enjoy your day.

Be Blessed.

Love & Light,

Neecie